Saturday, April 15, 2017

Mom Confessions

First off I love these two kiddos. They are darling. 

I have had a super rough second trimester with this pregnancy. And by super rough, I mean I have been super crazy. I've been dealing with pre-natal depression off and on through the last few weeks and it is the worst. Here's a tip, depression doesn't always mean you are sad, it can also exhibit itself as extreme anger. That's the kind I have. I get super worked up over silly things and can't calm myself down. It's not very fun and it makes me feel like I am the worst person.

I think part of what I am feeling is some PTSD that Morgan and I got because of how hard Jack has been. I'm happy to report that he is making small improvements. As her learns to communicate more, he becomes a little easier to deal with.

I am so ready for law school to be over. All in all it hasn't been a great experience. It's been so hard in ways I never expected.

I will miss Virginia though. This little town home and my kid's early years here will always hold a special place in my heart.